A major factor in determining her future career, was the reading of
Abbe Arminjon's Conferences on the End of the World and the Mysteries
of the Future Life. That book seemed to add the "Amen" to the
conclusions which she had carefully, though painfully, reached without
the help of any human advice. She would enter Carmel and there labor
for souls. |
I was nourished for a long time on the "pure flour" contained in the
Imitation of Christ.... At the age of fourteen, with my desire for
knowledge, God found it necessary to join to the "pure flour" some
"honey and oil in abundance." This honey and oil He showed me in Father
Arminjon's conferences on the end of the present world and the mysteries
of the future life.... All the great truths of religion, the mysteries
of eternity, plunged my soul into a happiness not of this earth. I
experienced already what God reserves for those who love Him (not with
the eye but with the heart), and seeing that the eternal rewards had no
proportion to life's small sacrifices, I wanted to love, to love Jesus
with a passion, to give Him a thousand proofs of my love while I still
could.
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